Season 1
6 episodes · May 21, 2026
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S1E1A Small Slice of Chaos
May 21, 202651mWhile Etty faces the growing threat of fascism, she remains determined to pursue her writing ambitions. When she meets the therapist Julius Spier, the two quickly form an intense and life-changing bond.
S1E2The Girl Who Couldn’t Kneel
May 21, 202641mAs Etty’s brother Mischa appears to be missing, the Hillesum family sets out to search for him. Meanwhile, her relationship with therapist Julius Spier leaves her confused, but inspires her to begin writing a diary.
S1E3My Darkest Middle Ages
May 21, 202654mEtty’s mental state improves as she continues writing her diary. In Amsterdam, “No entry for Jews” signs begin to appear. She is expelled from the university, while Spier falls into the hands of the Gestapo.
S1E4The Sky Within Me
May 28, 202673mJews are forced to give up their bicycles. Spier receives a deportation order to Westerbork transit camp. When Etty is summoned, Han urges her to seek exemption through the Jewish Council.
S1E5A Stepping Stone To a Great Love
May 28, 202657mWhile working for the Jewish Council, Etty sees privileged Jews being granted exemptions from deportation. Despite her opposition to the system, she tries to use it to save Spier.
S1E6A Bandage on Many Wounds
May 28, 202649mAt her parents’ home in Deventer, Etty is awakened by Han, who wants her to go into hiding at Klaas’s house. Instead, she chooses to remain faithful to her chosen path.